Wandering…
Today is a bad day.
I’m trying, really trying but it’s still a bad day.
I don’t know what makes today different, I seemed to be okay yesterday. But today…today is hard.
It’s been 10 days since my husband died…is that a significant number? Is 10 days the amount of days for everything to sink in? Or is that just “my” special number? Will day number 11 be easier?
I feel as if I’m wandering…my mind is wandering my body is wandering. My anchor is gone and I’m floating aimlessly.
I know in my heart this will get better, but for now I feel so lost.
And today was hard.
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